Texas bound, California dreamin'.
bookworm & hopeless romantic.
I will shamelessly eat like a man.
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One of the worst feelings ever is loving someone who hates you.
Knowing that no matter how awful or terrible that one person treats you, you still want them in your life. No matter how much you know that person is bad for you, you still want to be with them. And no matter how much they ignore you, you still hope that maybe you’ll get a text.
Because right now, I am lost. In my mind, I am a corrupted person with a terrible personality. I have a past that I am not proud of but I don’t want that to define me. I want to be a genuinely good person. I want to be better. I need to be better.
I’ve been feeling tired. Not tired as in I need sleep, but like I’m tired of everything. I’m tired of being let down, put down, and just being down in general. I find myself not wanting to leave my room, let alone my bed. I don’t want to talk to anybody and I don’t want to do anything. I’ve been a mess.